the new job!

I FINALLY GOT A JOB!!!!
im super excited! and its something that i love doing! i work at picture me studio in all the walmarts. its like how you have kiddie kandids and lifetouch in targets and jc penny. its super cheap .. i work at the studio in the walmart on 5400 and redwood.. its on on the lowprices side and right as you walk in its on the right. im a retard and walked past it and couldnt find it when i went in for my interview.! haha.
i cant wait to start! i just have to wait for my background check to go through!.. the only thing that sucks about getting a job now is that i have to find a babysitter for gavin.. i love being a stay at home mom!. i dont like leaving him :( but its for the best and i know i will find someone to take good care of him. hopefully i will work nights so that jer can just take over when he gets home from work.
and now that i have a job when i start jer said that he would get up with gavin when he wakes up. well... we will see how that goes. haha.
we have also been apartment hunting. we were looking at low income housing becuase we finally qualified for it when we had gavin but now that i have a job .... we cant.... ugh..
but we looked at some pretty nice ones! im excited that i will finally get out of this one room! .. i like living here with jers brother its just that its too small for all of our stuff. and i feel bad putting stuff out in the living room becuase i dont want him to feel like we are taking over his condo. so everything is in our room. we try to make it work.. but this little guy is MESSY !! ahah. seems like we can never keep our room clean!. but hopefully in october we will move out into our own place! then we can have people come over all the time! and we can be as loud as we want! AND WE CAN HAVE A PET!!!!!!!!! i really want a puppy. when we get a puppy im going to name him reptar!
yup! best name ever!

pictures pictures and more pictures!

well i decided that anytime we hang out with anyone im going to bring my camera and snap tons of pictures!! i want to post them on my blog and for memorys. ill be posting pictures that i take of the gavinator and of wedding, bridals, engagements, newborn, etc. im super excited for the weddings i have this year and next year! let me know if you want pictures or want to model for me. i always need something for my portfolio.!

1 year and it couldnt have been better!

june 7th was our anniversary! we have been married for a whole year! and on july 3rd we will have been together for 3 years. it seems like so much longer!
we hung out the whole morning with gavin , we went swimming, drew jer a picture! ( it was so funny) and of course i took more pictures. we then dropped gavin off at my parents and went to the district. we saw fast five! AWESOME movie! and went to tempanyaki, tottaly slaughtered the name! ( i am having the hardest time spelling lately! ugh... anywhoo, the food was alright, not as great as it was the time we had it before.. it was the first time i had left gavin for that long and i really wanted to get back to him. i missed him! it was good for me and jer to kind of get away and just have date. it hasnt happened for a long time, it was much needed. we came home and went straight to bed , even though it was only 9. yes we are old.!

breathing

well we brought gavin home one sunday april 3rd..and during the first night home he woke me up with him gasping for air. the noise was absolutely terrifying! i propped him up and he was breathing better.i was awake the entire night just listening and any time he moved or made a noise i would make sure he was breathing ok. throughout the next two days he would breath really wierd. he snored extremely loud, he gasped for air frequently and finally around his mouth turned purple and around his eyes were blue, i started bawling and me and jer took him to the emergency room. we waited FOREVER and the dr. finally came in and ran some tests. we waited another 2 hours and all the sudden life flight came with a huge incubator and thier voices sounded frantic! i freaked out and wouldnt give them gavin till they told me what was going on!. i started crying cuz i was so scared , but then the dr. came in and said they just want to send him up to primary childrens just to run tests and  see what was going on. the incubator is mandatory and it just looks scary and the people were really from the ambulance , they were just wearing life flight jackets. so jer drove the car and me and gavin drove in the ambulance up to primary childrens. he slept the whole way but i was freaking out. i was just really nervous that he was gonna have to have surgery or something, all i could think about was the bad things that could happen. we stayed the night, and of course when you want someone to see something it never happens!
he didnt breath wierd at all that night, he was totally fine, so they sent us home the next morning. our doctor said that some babys have something called baby rythmic breathing and that it happens sometimes.. over the next few weeks his breathing got better and doesnt happen at all now, he just makes wierd noises when he is breastfeeding. i love the little guy and im so blessed that he is alright and is amazingly healthy!